such a long day, and a long day ahead, shadow looked forward to meeting sunshine but sunshine has decided not to meet. its nice to be the repertoire and not an interlude, it nice to be the way and not by the way, its nice to be the focus and not the forgone. why? once again shadow ask. well, what is shadow to be expecting anything anyway. life would be happier without an inflated sense of self-importance. you're not button nose ... its time to go to sleep. goodnight, day #20 - melancholixia.